this was traced over a picture taken a few weeks ago, when i was emotionally and mentally unstable due to the lack of nutrition.
i was stupid enough to go to a gym and go through this crazy diet idea from the people i met at the gym where i do not really EAT. yeah they say i can eat some stuff but i definitely can’t eat some others which is totally crazy on my part because what calories would i burn if i do not load carbs before running?
my efforts did pay off i did lose some pounds but not enough. and i also lost my temper far more often than normal… i get overly sensitive about people calling me fat, just because. i know i am, you don’t have to rub it in my face and make me feel uglier than usual.
even the dearest of my friends felt the blunt end of my wrath. and in their efforts to make it up to me and in my efforts to apologize, i did agree to meet up with them and drink for old times sake. and here’s one of the more “emo” pics taken that night. there’s supposed to be 4 people in the pic but the other two didn’t have enough drama (and are too drunk) to actually complement these two.
i’m still not done coloring it but i’m kinda tired now.. m posting this as it is. i don’t know if i’ll ever post the finished drawing.. it always seems like i never really do and just forget about it but this one.. is kinda cute.
Ok.. so what if I’ve been spending too much time in front of the computer.. I’m rather enjoying it.. This has been keeping me from online games.. wow.. force to be reckoned with.. This bond between me and my poor excuse for art.. its surprisingly stronger than the love lost between me and online gaming…
this so much awsum!
Now about the drawing:
This is Myla.. but the commonfolk call her Morrigan Erinyes… An OLD CLASSMATE and FRIEND. Been a while since i last heard from her (years) Then she found me on facebook! HAHAHAHA! I bastardized her profile pic and got this. <3